This is one of those hard subjects for me to talk about.
It isn't like him and I were the closest people in the world.
Some people close to me have chastised me for caring about him.
But people never see me ball up and sob about his death from time to time.
You cannot choose who your dad is.
Even if you could, the perfect ones would be swamped.
You get who you get and you love who you love.
I wish people would understand that before they tell me what I should feel.
It was even harder for me, since it all happened when I was over seas.
At times, I wonder, if I am a psychopath for trying to be so logical in handling other people.
But I wonder just as often, if everyone else is a psychopath, because they seem unable to understand.
It isn't like him and I were the closest people in the world.
Some people close to me have chastised me for caring about him.
But people never see me ball up and sob about his death from time to time.
You cannot choose who your dad is.
Even if you could, the perfect ones would be swamped.
You get who you get and you love who you love.
I wish people would understand that before they tell me what I should feel.
It was even harder for me, since it all happened when I was over seas.
At times, I wonder, if I am a psychopath for trying to be so logical in handling other people.
But I wonder just as often, if everyone else is a psychopath, because they seem unable to understand.
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